I am going to start posting again. This blog is what helped me stop binging a few months ago and I am hoping/praying that it helps me stop again. I went down to about 95lbs, which was my goal weight, and like before, I binged myself back up to might high weight. I am hoping to lose 15-20 lbs in a month and I am willing to be dedicated. It’s just hard because when I come home I am so stressed that I just gorge. I go to bed every night will my stomach about to burst and with the feeling that I am about to puke and it is no fun. I remember when I was eating well how good I felt because I was putting clean foods in my body and I wasn’t overwhelmingly full all the time. So tomorrow, May 3rd, I promise I will get back on track.